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The Barking Fox

  • Here’s what is coming up on The Remnant Road on Hebrew Nation Radio for Monday, January 30:
If we look hard enough and listen carefully enough, we will find an uncomfortable truth: suffering is all around us in the very places we do not want it to be.
Finding the suffering and helping to ease it is the calling of Lauralee, a modern-day Samaritan woman. For twenty years she has been a voice crying in the wilderness, telling the truth about those who are suffering the most, and who all too often receive the least notice. They are women and children, widows and orphans, abused and abandoned and sitting quietly, week after week, in churches and synagogues, hiding their pain.
Who are these hurting ones? How do we find them? How do we help them? Is there more to this than simply forgiving and forgetting?
As Lauralee says, “Forgive, yes…

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I have been traumatized horribly by so called Christian” therapists, yes, I said therapists…too many do not have a clue and some of them are down right abusive…beware!

Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

I just witnessed interactions between a ‘therapist’ who claims to be a sexual abuse survivor – and another survivor on Twitter. The lack of empathy shown by the therapist was so harmful and I know this woman should not be a therapist.

I think too many therapists are unhealed abuse survivors, who are still in denial of their own issues, yet are deluded to believe they can counsel other survivors.

I think some of them also have narcissistic issues, that show in their lack of empathy.

I think some like to stroke their egos and lord it over other survivors as to how ‘freakin amazing’ the therapist believes she/he is. Which is again is more narcissism.

Too many therapists shame others. They use insensitive language and they truly don’t care how that is harmful. When questioned they refuse to acknowledge this, and just default to the ‘I am right and…

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not only do some victim shame, but some will collude with the abusers…beware!!! Even though they may voice thier supposed trauma training…even if they are supposed Christians…beware!!! Pray for your Creators guidence in who to share your story with, if your gut tells you something is not right, if you do not feel safe, if they start pointing the finger at you like they are blaming you, leave…Shalom dear one..

Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD


Following posting this on Twitter, I was very thankful to see some mental health professionals, share this poster.

There are empathic mental health professionals, who also see this victim shaming issue, is really wrong. They support my work, have also given me great feedback and for that, I am so very grateful.


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Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD

When people think of self harming, they mostly think about physical acts of self harming, like cutting.

Physical self harm is a very real form of self harm and is an obvious form as it is visible.

But, I have come to know that emotional self harm is even more of a problem and people often don’t even realise they are self harming emotionally as it a subconscious trauma induced behaviour, and often mental health professionals know little about this too.

So, I intend adding a page to my website, explaining this and the many different ways emotional self harming can occur.

It takes a lot of self honesty and self insight to acknowledge emotional self harming, but it is needed.

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Mirror Mirror…on the wall who is the fairest of them all? I wonder what you saw, Mirror as I gazed into your depths all those years I was beaten… causing my brokenness Blood smearedR… Source: Mirro…

Source: Mirror Mirror from Fragments of A Tapestry by A Prodigal Daughter

Darkest nights turn to …bright noonday…

why can’t my love stay away….

from beating me?

Swooning endearments…caress my battered bloody ears…

swollen eyes cry bloody tears…as you plead for  forgiveness

for the hundredth time…

broken promises…

broken dreams…

broken bones…

broken mind

broken life….

broken, broken broken world…

Mirror Mirror…on the wall

who is the fairest of them all?

I wonder what you saw, Mirror

as I gazed into your depths

all those years I was beaten…

causing my brokenness

Blood smeared….I was invisible

as I gazed into you…

I could no longer see me…

Did the Mirror  see me

or did the Mirror see You…

You who created me….

Blood running down

Your tear stained Divine face

Radiant with Love

for we broken ones…